A heron embraces the sunshine
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In my senior year of high school, I spent hours in the sitting room next to the guidance counselor's office, nestled in a comfortable chair beside bookshelves filled with glossy college catalogs. Those catalogs were a respite for my mind and a dream for my soul. I studied the same colleges over and over. My favorite ones were Lenoir-Rhyne and Mars Hill, because they were smaller and not as intimidating as big universities. I gazed at photos of students in classroom settings, lounging on manicured, flowery landscapes, and congregating on the steps of magnificent architectures, and I dreamed about attending college. Some of my classmates had already applied and been accepted. They were eager to pack their suitcases for UNC-Wilmington or East Carolina, the party school, and head off to learn interesting things, live in dorms, and make new friends. I was dreaming of the same and reaching for the unreachable. For college, I would need $$$, and because I had none, I kept my aspirations mostly to myself.
The guidance counselor would sometimes come out and acknowledge me. Dressed in a straight skirt, nylons and heels, and a beehive hairdo, she smiled and encouraged me in my ambition, but she never asked about my financial situation or volunteered advice on paying tuition or finding a place to sleep at night. She probably saw me for what I was -- a dreamer; a skinny farm girl fantasizing about a college education. She was right, but skinny farm girls can be determined and never give up.